Worried

I'm worried about my friend Mew Kuwaii..He's not yet here in the seminary it's been 3 days. I hope he's in a good condition right now. There are a lot of speculations going on. I hope it's not something serious.

Happy by never shout never

Happy lyrics
Songwriters: Ingle, Christofer Drew;

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days
Through all of my days

You're looking so cool, you're looking so fly
I can't deny that when I'm staring you down right dead in the eye
I wanna try to be the person you want
The person you need, it's hard to conceive
That somebody like you could be with someone like me

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh, oh, oh

You're looking so fresh, it's catching my eye
Why oh, why did I not see this before
The girl I adore was right in front of me
And now I'll take a step back and look in your eye
And ask why it took so long to see we're meant to be

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce

On the good, the bad, the ugly
The smiles, the laughs, the funny
Or all the things we put each other through
It's for you, for you, for you

You make me happy whether you know it or not
We should be happy, that's what I said from the start
I am so happy knowing you are the one
That I want for the rest of my days, for the rest of my days

I'm happy knowing that you are mine
The grass is greener on the other side
The more I think, the more I wish
That we could lay here for hours and just reminisce
Uh, oh, oh

Keeping it real

Still following the emotional distance thingy. So far I'm good but some part of my personality wants to do the other way around. I have to do this even though it's hard to keep it up. Well good luck to me then. I feel like shouting so loud.

All I need is patience.

PRAYER AND FAITH IN GOD IS ALWAYS EFFECTIVE

Emotional Distance

well this is what my SD told me. That I must keep an emotional distance for a while. He said that it will help a lot. I finally recovered from what she did to me but still I feel a few ill feelings but I can manage. ..............Ok I think I ran out of words.....things are getting a little bit heliocentric at the moment...My SD was right....

Angry? no I don't feel any anger anymore...I guess it's true what my cousin said that my anger just only last for a few minutes or a day(I'm so soft XD)

SMILE ALWAYS :)

Had enough

I hate her so much. After all those month she's just gonna throw our relationship just like that?
I don't like people like that. They don't value the past. They will just repeat that mistake over and over again even if they meet new people. These new people will not remain with them 'cause of that attitude. But for me I'm still open when they decide to come back. But for her it's unforgivable.
For friends I'm always open.


I'm not the same Pitchy anymore... A lot of things in my attitude changed.


But still I can't stop thinking about the sin which she committed. I gave her my full trust. I gave her my love. But just because I'm far away she just threw it all the away.

NO WOMAN NO CRY from now on

FREAK DAY!

I'm so pissed off because of the news that was e-mailed to me by my friend. I can't think straight right now.
I hate it. cool off for 1 to 2 month? WTF!?

I don't know what to do in this current situation. I'm so damn angry. Arghhhhh I need silence.
I kept on shunning other people since this morning. I don't want to talk about anything at the moment with other people.
I don't look at people very often now. and some I yelled at 'cause it's so irritating.

I think I need a hug to make it all better for all the anger in my heart to disappear.Even if one has done bad to me I can easily forget everything because of a hug. DAMN I'm so soft XD

Future holds happiness

Change is always inevitable. Everyone is subject to it. Except God.

These days with silence made me stronger and now ready to face life again. A trip to Manila did the trick now I'm back. The butterfly said that you can't make other people like if you're not complete. So if you're missing a part then you're not whole. And any wish about making other people like you will not be granted. It will only hold you captive in an illusion.

If you want my help I will be glad to help you.

"Only those who know true suffering, knows true happiness"

-Yuuko