I've been experiencing a lot of mood swings. I'm afraid that the medical result will turn out bad. I still want to do a lot of things. I don't want things to end early. I still need to fulfill my wish. Lately I've been thinking of a lot of things so I barely talk with other people when I'm alone. I've been shunning conversations because I want to have a quiet time to think and to reflect. I'm confuse right now. For now the only one who knows my problem is Biboy. I've been asking him on what to do. Within two weeks I will know the result of the medical test. I pray that it's not so serious. I hope that all the theories of the doctors are not true. Because of these things I been wearing a mask. A mask that shows that I'm happy but inside I'm not. It's hard to pretend that I'm happy because I'm not the person who likes to pretend. I don't like to hide my emotions I want to be always transparent.
"Make the best out of your life"
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