I'm not mad at you

I'm not mad at you. I'm just waiting for you to return all the good times. But all can can do now is just wait here. When that time comes. I'll do everything I can to make you happy. I never want to see you hurt or sad. Coz it pains me. You're the first person to break the chains that kept me from flying. We were soaring together. But a wall suddenly came. you placed a wall between our friendship. But not matter what you do to me I will never ever get angry at you. Even though you see me staring at you with anger. Don't be discourage I just want to give you the space you want. Do you know each time I do it to you it pains me like a knife cutting through my skin? You're my first true best friend and I'll never exchange you for any riches in this world.